mon. 4/21/08

okay, so, i'm kinda wondering when my amazing meditation experience is going to happen. i meditated twice today and completed 4-6 asanas. i enjoyed hearing other folks spectacular meditative experiences but i can't share in that as nothing spectacular has occurred. on an intellectual and spiritual level i know this is quite fine and i can be okay with this but, oh well, i guess it's ego so, no need to feed it. okay, well, there it is, i'm done. i'll continue in my daily practice with as little ego as possible about benefits and results. actually i'm reeping the "subtle" benefits and as i've learned so far in life, that's typically the most rewarding type of benefit as it is truly allowing time for real life change...