fri. 7/4/08 - mon. 7/7/08

what a wonderful holiday weekend! one of my brothers that lives in ga. came into town and brought his new girlfriend. they seem very happy together and make an adorable couple. we spent the whole weekend w/friends and family... it was such a wonderful time! we went out on the lake, had a block party at my parents w/fireworks, lot's of grilling out/cooking for each other, sharing old & new memories, hiking around on our family farm, etc.

i'm definately seeing the fruits of my labor as this was the sort of weekend that in the not so distant past i would've spent most of my time distracted by things that don't fulfill (i.e. substances) "trying" to "relax" and "enjoy" myself as opposed to completely immersing myself into the moment and truly living life as i did this weekend w/my loved ones in this beautiful place we live. i was also able to maintain my commitment to meditation twice daily, asana practice, prayer, devotion, service to others, and all that other good stuff! it feels great to finally be finding my balance and enjoying the flow! the old ways continue to become less and less attractive as i rediscover my True self... i still have weak moments but they are little power now and i've got so many tools to transcend that they pass quickly. my transformation is also rubbing off on everyone around me and we all just keep inspiring each other, it's amazing! i am grateful.