tues. 7/8/08 - fri. 7/11/08

wow! though the resistance still remains, the results are undeniable... though everyday i get a little whisper from "tamas" about practicing yoga (all that it entails) it is becoming quiter and not near as seducing. though today i've taken it easy (tamas and i hung out some this morning as raja had worn me out this week), the other days have been very busy wading through my past inertia that left quite a financial mess for all of us. what i've accomplished this week would not have happened in the past using "my" means. as i continue to surrender more and more to my True Self, the Divine within, amazing things happen. i still get a little concerned that it could all fall apart very quickly but i find that i am able to transform that fear into motivation to keep putting one foot in front of the other... meditate even if i can barely stay awake, do asanas even during the "5 day break" (even if it's just 2 or 3), utilize the 4 keys from the sutras when interacting w/others even when my mind chatters otherwise, etc. so, everyday i get this just a little more, or a lot more. it's getting easier and i'm grateful, humbled, and joyous!